CHAPTER XXXV

Dulac was on his way to Bonbright's office, too. He had started before

Hilda, and arrived before she did. If he had been asked why he was

going, it is doubtful if he could have told. He was going because he

had to go... with fresh, burning hatred of Bonbright in his heart.

Bonbright was always the obstacle he encountered. Bonbright upset every

calculation, brought his every plan to nothing. He believed it was

Bonbright who had broken the first strike, that strike upon which he

had pinned such high hopes and which meant so much to labor. It had

been labor's entering wedge into the automobile world. Then Bonbright

had married the girl he loved. Some men can hate sufficiently for that

cause alone... Ruth had loved him, but she had married Bonbright. He

had gone to take her away, had seen her yielding to him--and Bonbright

had come. Again he had intervened. And now, better equipped than for

the first strike, with chances of success multiplied, Bonbright had

intervened again--with his plan.

Dulac did not consider the plan; did not perceive virtues in it, not

the intent that was behind it. He did not see that labor was getting

without effort benefits that no strike could bring. He did not see the

happiness that it brought to thousands... All he saw was that it had

killed the new strike before birth. He regarded it as sharp practice,

as a scheme for his undoing. The thing he fought for was the principle

of unionization. Nothing else mattered; not money, not comforts, not

benefits multiplied could weigh against it... He was true to his creed,

honest in its prosecution, sincere in his beliefs and in his efforts to

uplift the conditions of his fellow men. He was a fanatic, let it be

admitted, but a fanatic who suffered and labored for his cause. He was

stigmatized as a demagogue, and many of the attributes of the demagogue

adhered to him. But he was not a demagogue, for he sought nothing for

himself... His great shortcoming was singleness of vision. He fixed his

eyes upon one height and was unable to see surrounding peaks.

So he was going to see the man who had come between him and every

object he had striven for... And he did not know why. He followed

impulse, as he was prone to follow impulse. Restraints were not for

him; he was a thinker, he believed, and after his fashion he WAS a

thinker.... But his mind was equipped with no stabilizer.

The impulse to see Bonbright was conceived in hatred and born in

bitterness. It was such an impulse as might, in its turn, breed

children capable of causing a calloused world to pause an instant on

its way and gasp with horror.

He brushed aside the boy who asked his business with Mr. Foote, and

flung open Bonbright's door. On the threshold he stood speechless,

tense with hatred, eyes that smoldered with jealousy, with rage,

burning in hollows dug by weariness and labor and privation. He closed

the door behind him slowly.

Bonbright looked up and nodded. Dulac did not reply, but stared,

crouching a little, his lips drawn a trifle back so that a glint of

white showed between.

"You wanted to see me?" said Bonbright.

"Yes," said Dulac. The word was spoken so low, so tensely, that it

hardly reached Bonbright's ears. That was all. He said no more, but

stood, haggard and menacing.

Bonbright eyed him, saw his drawn face, saw the hatred in his eyes.

Neither spoke, but eye held eye. Bonbright's hand moved toward a button

on his desk, but did not touch it. Somehow he was not surprised, not

startled, not afraid--yet he knew there was danger. A word, a movement,

might unleash the passions that seethed within Dulac....

Dulac stepped one step toward Bonbright, and paused. The movement was

catlike, graceful. It had not been willed by Dulac. He had been drawn

that step as iron is drawn to magnet. His eyes did not leave

Bonbright's. Bonbright's eyes did not leave Dulac's.

It seemed minutes before Dulac made another forward movement, slowly,

not lifting his foot, but sliding it along the rug to its new

position.... Then immovability.... Then another feline approach. Step

after step, with that tense pause between--and silence!

It seemed to Bonbright that Dulac had been in the room for hours, had

taken hours to cross it to his desk. Now only the desk separated them,

and Dulac bent forward, rested his clenched fists on the desk, and held

Bonbright's eyes with the fire of his own.... His body moved now,

bending from the waist. Not jerkily, not pausing, but slowly, slowly,

as if he were being forced downward by a giant hand. ... His face

approached Bonbright's face. And still no word, no sound.

Now his right hand moved, lifted. He supported his weight on his left

arm. The right moved toward Bonbright, opening as it moved. There was

something inexorable about its movement, something that seemed to say

it did not move by Dulac's will, but that it had been ordained so to

move since the beginning of time.... It approached and opened, fingers

bent clawlike.

Bonbright remained motionless. It seemed to him that all the conflict

of the ages had centered itself in this man and himself; as if they

were the chosen champions, and the struggle had been left to them... He

was ready. He did not seek to avoid it, because it seemed inevitable.

There could never be peace between him and Dulac, and, strangely

enough, the thought was present in his brain that the thing was

symbolical. He was the champion of his class, Dulac the champion of HIS

class--between which there could never be peace and agreement so long

as the classes existed. He wondered if himself and Dulac had been

appointed to abolish each other... In those vibrating seconds Bonbright

saw and comprehended much.

The hand still approached.

Bonbright saw a change in the fire of Dulac's eyes, a sudden upleaping

blaze, and braced himself for the surge of resistance, the shock of

combat.

The door opened unheeded by either, and Hilda stood in the opening.

"I've found her..." she said.

Dulac uttered a gulping gasp and closed his eyes, that had been

unwinking, closed his eyes a moment, and with their closing the

tenseness went out of him and he sagged downward so that his body

rested on the desk. Bonbright shoved himself back and leaped to his

feet.

"Hilda..." he said, and his voice was tired; the voice of a man who has

undergone the ultimate strain.

"I've found her. She's ill--terribly ill. You must go to her."

Dulac raised himself and looked at her.

"You've found--HER?" he said.

"We must go to her," said Bonbright. He was not speaking to Hilda, but

to Dulac. It seemed natural, inevitable, that Dulac should go with him.

Dulac was IN this, a part of it. Ruth and Dulac and he were the three

actors in this thing, and it was their lives that pivoted about it.

They went down to the car silently, Dulac breathing deeply, like a man

who had labored to weariness. In silence they drove to Mrs. Moody's

boarding house, and in silence they climbed the stairs to Ruth's little

room. Mrs. Moody hovered about behind them, and the mercenary sheltered

her body behind the kitchen door, her head through the narrow opening,

looking as if she were ready to pop it back at the least startling

movement.

The three entered softly. Ruth seemed to be sleeping, for her eyes were

closed and she was very still. Bonbright stood at one side of her bed,

Dulac stood across from him, but they were unconscious of each other.

Both were looking downward upon Ruth. She opened her eyes, saw

Bonbright standing over her; shut them again and moved her head

impatiently. Again she opened her eyes, and looked from Bonbright to

Dulac. Her lips parted, her eyes widened... She pointed a trembling

finger at Dulac.

"Not you..." she whispered. "Not you... HIM." She moved her finger

until it indicated Bonbright.

"I don't--believe you're--really there... either of you," she said,

"but I--like to have--YOU here.... You're my husband.... I LOVE my

husband," she said, and nodded her head.

"BONBRIGHT!" whispered Hilda.

He did not need the admonition, but was on his knees beside her,

drawing her to him. He could not speak. Ruth sighed as she felt his

touch. "You're REAL," she whispered. "Is he real, too?"

"We're all real, dear," said Hilda.

"Ask HIM--please to go away, then," Ruth said, pointing to Dulac. "I

don't want to--hurt him... but he knows I--don't want him...."

"Ruth!" Dulac's utterance was a groan.

"YOU know--don't you, Hilda?... I told you--a long time ago... I never

loved--HIM at all. Isn't that--queer?... I thought I did--but--I didn't

know... It was something else... You won't feel too bad ... will you?"

Ruth looked up at Dulac. "I think you--better--go," she said, gently.

He looked at Ruth, looked at Bonbright. Then he turned and, stumbling a

little as he went, fumbling, to open the door, he obeyed. They listened

in silence to the slow descent of his footsteps; to the opening and

closing of the door, as Dulac passed out into the street.

"Poor--man!" said Ruth.

"Bonbright," said Hilda, "do you believe me now?"

He nodded. Hilda moved toward the door. "If you want her--cure her ...

Nobody else can. You've got the only medicine." And she left them alone.

"I--loved you all the time, but... I didn't know... I was going... to

tell you... and then HE died. Hilda knows. You'll... believe me, won't

you?"

"Yes," was all he could say.

"And you... want me back? You... want me to be your... wife?"

"Yes."

She sighed happily. "I'll get... well, then... It wasn't worth the--the

BOTHER before."

Neither of them spoke for a time; then she said: "I saw about it... in

the papers. It was... splendid." She used proudly the word Hilda had

found for her. "I was... proud."

Then: "You haven't... said anything. Isn't there... something you ...

ought to say?"

He bent over closer and whispered it in her ear, not once, but many

times. She shut her eyes, but her lips smiled and her fragile arms drew

his head even closer, her white hand stroked his cheek.

"If it's all... REAL," she said, "why don't you... KISS me?"

Words were not for him. Here was a moment when those symbols for

thoughts which we have agreed upon and called words, could not express

what must be expressed. As there are tones too high or too low to be

sounded on any instrument, so too there are thoughts too tender to be

expressed by words.

"Do you really... WANT me?" She wanted to be told and told again and

again. "I'll be a... nice wife," she said. "I promise... I think we'll

be... very happy."

"Yes," he said.

"I'll never... run away any more... will I?"

"No."

"You'll--keep me CLOSE?"

"Yes."

"Always?"

"Always."

"And you won't... remember ANYTHING?"

"Nothing you don't want me to."

"Tell me again... Put your... lips close to my ear... like that ... now

tell me...

"I think I'll... sleep a little now... You won't run away--while my

eyes are shut?"

"Never," he said.

"Let me put my head... on your arm... like that." She closed her eyes,

and then opened them to smile up at him. "This is... so nice," she said.

When she opened her eyes again Bonbright was still there. He had not

moved... Her smile blossomed for him again, and it was something like

her old, famous smile, but sweeter, more tender.

"I didn't... dream a bit of it," she said to herself.

Hilda came in. "We're going to take her to our house, Bonbright, till

she gets well. That's best, isn't it?"

"Yes."

"You'll come, won't you, Ruth--now?"

"If my... husband comes, too," she said.

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