CHAPTER XVI

It was Charles who had come up the stairs. He had grown impatient of

the delay, and come in search of his wife. He paused before his

mother's door and listened to hear the pleasant voices of the two who

were most dear to him. He had pictured them getting acquainted with

each other, and he meant to walk in and say that the time was up and he

must not be kept out any longer. He listened, but he heard nothing. He

waited a moment longer, but still the silence. What could it mean?

He tapped gently at the door, and called, "Mother, may I come in?" His

mother gave a cold assent. She had not yet recovered from the shock she

had received.

"Why, where is Dawn?" he asked, pausing on the threshold and looking

about the room, as if expecting to find her in hiding, just to tease

him, perhaps.

"If you wish to come in, please have the goodness to close the door

after you, Charles," said his mother severely. "You are in danger of

forgetting everybody else in your sudden and extraordinary infatuation."

The joyous spirit of the young man came down to earth with a thud, and

he closed the door and stood looking at his mother blankly, as if to try

to fathom the look in her face.

"Your wife left me some minutes ago," his mother answered the question

which his eyes repeated. She spoke haughtily, as if the offence had

been partly his. "She did not seem to enjoy my company."

"Mother!" said Charles, aghast at his mother's tone even more than at

her words.

"Oh, yes, '_Mother_'!" she repeated, angered anew at the reproach in his

tone. "I suppose it will be that from now on. She left the room

declaring her intention of also leaving my house. I suppose by this

time she has seen the impossibility of that, but you will find you have

married no angel, I can tell you. Whatever possessed you, I cannot

understand. Such a little spitfire! You should have seen her great

eyes flash."

"Mother, what had you been saying to her?" Charles tried to speak

gently. He saw that here was something that needed careful handling.

He blamed himself inwardly that he had not had more forethought than to

prevent a meeting between the two while his mother was still wrought up

over his brother Harrington.

"What had _I_ been saying to _her_? Indeed, Charles, you forget

yourself! You would better ask what had _she_ been saying to _me_." In

her indignation, Madam Winthrop rose on one elbow and faced her son. "I

had been most kind and patient and forgiving. I had made up my mind for

your sake to put everything by, and I sent for her to tell her so. I

told her I would forgive her all she had done to spoil your brother's

life and yours----"

"Mother! You never told her that!"

Charles towered above the little woman in the bed, every inch of his

manhood roused in honest indignation.

"I certainly did," said the mother, her own anger rising anew. "I

explained the whole matter to her, and told her I would forgive her

entirely. And then just because I suggested some things she might do to

help you who are so young and inexperienced, and who had so generously

given up all your own ambitions just to save her from a few hours'

mortification, she got very angry. She turned perfectly white, and her

eyes looked like two devils. You wouldn't have known your pretty little

angel if you had seen her. I will admit, of course, that she is pretty,

but 'handsome is that handsome does' is a very true adage. You will find

it out yet. She was most insulting--told me that I was lying, or words

to that effect--and then she got off the most extraordinary yarn about

not knowing she had married you. I told her she must know I couldn't

believe such a story as that, and, now that I think it over, I don't see

how she can be quite right in her mind. Perhaps Harrington had suspected

as much and took this way of getting out of a most unfortunate union,

and you were so blind that you just jumped in head-foremost, without

ever waiting to make an inquiry----"

"Mother, stop!" Charles's face was white, and his voice was trembling

with suppressed horror. "Remember you are talking about my wife!"

"Yes, your wife!" exclaimed his mother, beginning to cry. "That's the

way it goes. A child forgets all his mother has ever done, the minute

he sees a pretty, silly face."

Then she sat up with sudden resolution.

"Well, _take_ your wife and go _out of my house_, then, if you and she

are going to combine against me, and dictate to me how I shall talk!"

Then with a moan she threw herself back upon her pillows and lost

consciousness again.

Charles stood looking down miserably at her for an instant, his mind in

such a whirl of emotions that he scarcely knew which was strongest.

Then, with a remembrance of Dawn, he turned, half-distracted, and pulled

the bell-cord that hung by the head of his mother's bed. These fainting

spells were frequent and not alarming, he knew. Stepping to the head of

the stairs, he called:

"Betty, tell Aunt Martha to come to Mother at once. She has fainted

again."

He waited only to hear Aunt Martha's quick, excited step upon the stair,

and then he went to find Dawn.

Opening the door of the sitting-room, it startled him to feel the

emptiness that pervaded the place. He had expected to find Dawn weeping

in the big chair, or perhaps huddled upon the bed. That would have been

Betty's way. He had often acted as comforter to Betty during her

childish woes. Even in his anger and trouble, he was thrilling at the

thought of how he would comfort Dawn, his own little girl. He was the

only one in all the world now to whom she had a right to look for

comfort.

He strode through the rooms hurriedly, looking in every possible place

for her, and unwilling to accept the conclusion his mind had instantly

jumped to, that she was not there at all.

He even pushed aside the curtains and stepped out upon first the front

balcony and then the side one, thinking that she had taken refuge there

from intrusion by Betty or the other girls. But there was no sign of

her recent step, and in the darkness the tall grass down below on the

terrace told no tales of a little crushed place where her bundle had

fallen and where her feet had rested lightly when she dropped. Next

morning, before any one would think to look, the grass would be standing

tall as ever, and they would never know how she went.

Stepping back into the room again, Charles at once saw the writing on

the sheet of paper lying on the desk. When he had read it, he caught it

hastily in his hand as if it could give him some clue to her

whereabouts, and started down the stairs and out of the front door to

find her. He knew only one thing then, and that was that he must find

her and bring her back before any one else discovered her flight. She

could not be far away yet. Charles hurried out into the darkness. The

family were attending to the mother, who had recovered consciousness.

He could hear her moaning, and a sudden bitterness came over his soul,

that her blindness and selfishness should make them all so much trouble.

He had never thought of her in any but a gentle, loving way before, and

it shocked his spirit to have to think differently now; but his

indignation at her treatment of his young and blameless wife was roused

beyond his present control.

He searched the grounds and garden carefully, going over every possible

hiding-place twice. As he did so, he reflected that she could not have

known where to go to hide, and he felt sure he would find her in a

minute or two. The minutes grew into thirty, and he had found no trace

of her. He went down the street quite a distance in one direction, only

to be sure she would have chosen the other, and to hurry back. An hour

passed with no trace of her, and then he began systematically to go over

the grounds again, calling her name softly; but a screech owl mocked

him, and the night wind only echoed back his voice emptily.

Once he drew near the house and under the balcony where Dawn had

escaped. He heard his sister calling him, "Charles, Charles! Mother

wants you!" and his heart grew bitter. Then Betty's head came out of

the window, and she called again:

"Charles, where are you and Dawn? Mother has been moaning and crying

for half an hour. She wants you, and nothing else will stop her but the

sight of you."

Then, out of the darkness, Charles answered his sister, and the tone of

his voice frightened her:

"Betty, I cannot come. There is something more important than even

Mother just now. I'm sorry for Mother, but I'm afraid it's all her

fault. She has been saying things to Dawn, and Dawn has gone!"

"Gone!" Betty's horrified voice seemed like a fresh recognition of the

awful truth that his young wife was beyond his easy reach, and a

dreadful foreboding entered his soul.

"Oh, Charles!" Betty gasped. "But she can't be gone. Her things are

here, aren't they? Wait--I'll look."

Betty disappeared, and in a moment more her white, scared face

reappeared on the balcony, and she was holding a candle high above her

head.

"No, they are not there. I've even looked in the closet, thinking she

might have hung them up. Her bonnet and mantle were on the bed before

supper, but they are gone from the room. I found her gloves,

though--one on the bed, and one on the floor. Here they are." She

tossed them to him as if they were an important clue, and Charles caught

at them as if they were something most precious.

"What shall we do?" she asked. "Hadn't I better call Father? We ought

to find her at once, poor little thing! She'll be frightened out in the

night all alone. How could Mother! But then she was so upset with

Harrington, I don't believe she understood things fully, do you?"

But Charles had no time to listen to Betty's sympathetic chatter. His

heart was wrung with the thought of the girl he loved out in the night

alone, afraid perhaps of the unknown perils about her. He must hurry to

her aid.

"Yes, tell Father to come to the front door, quick! There's no time to

lose. And, Betty, don't rouse the neighbors. Let's keep this quiet."

"Of course," said his little sister. "How fortunate they don't know yet

that it was you who was married." Then Betty flew to call her father,

telling him excitedly all the way to the front door what had happened.

"Poor child! Poor child!" said the father tenderly, as he listened to

the tale. "And poor Mother, too; she just didn't understand."

Charles made no response. He did not feel like pitying his mother yet.

"What do you think I had better do, Father?" he asked. "I've gone

everywhere about the place; and down the road a good way in each

direction."

"She will have started home, I suppose--it is a girl's natural refuge,"

said the old man thoughtfully. "There's only one road if you don't take

the train. She wouldn't likely go all that way around."

"But, Father, she doesn't know the way. It was all quite new to her."

"Oh, that's easy. She will ask, and of course anybody will direct her.

She's probably asked somebody quite near the house here. If you only

knew whom, you could easily trace her, but, as you say, it's best not to

say anything about it, for it would get out to the neighbors. We'll

soon trace her. There are only two ways by which she could reach the

main stage-road. You go down to the stable and saddle the two sorrel

mares. The blacks are tired with the long drive to-day, so you'd better

take the sorrels. The men are all gone to bed by this time, so you'll

have to do it yourself. You take one horse and go the road by the

sawmill, and I'll take the other and go around by Applebee's farm, and

then if she should have taken it into her head to go back by the way you

came, I couldn't miss her, for she couldn't have gone further than that

by this time. Had she any money with her?"

"I don't know," answered Charles miserably.

"Cheer up, lad, we'll find her inside of two hours, never fear. Hurry

up, and I'll be with you in half a minute."

Five minutes later, the two horses and their riders parted company at

the cross corners, and started on the search.

Dawn of the Morning · 第 16 / 28 章