For some years I watched these signs attentively, until I became certain

that London was passing away. Then I hoped once more, and all along both

banks of the river there was anger among the lost things that anything

should dare to hope upon the forsaken mud. Gradually the horrible houses

crumbled, until the poor dead things that never had had life got decent

burial among the weeds and moss. At last the may appeared and the

convolvulus. Finally, the wild rose stood up over mounds that had been

wharves and warehouses. Then I knew that the cause of Nature had

triumphed, and London had passed away.

The last man in London came to the wall by the river, in an ancient cloak

that was one of those that once my friends had worn, and peered over the

edge to see that I still was there. Then he went, and I never saw men

again: they had passed away with London.

A few days after the last man had gone the birds came into London, all the

birds that sing. When they first saws me they all looked sideways at me,

then they went away a little and spoke among themselves.

"He only sinned against Man," they said; "it is not our quarrel."

"Let us be kind to him," they said.

Then they hopped nearer me and began to sing. It was the time of the

rising of the dawn, and from both banks of the river, and from the sky,

and from the thickets that were once the streets, hundreds of birds were

singing. As the light increased the birds sang more and more; they grew

thicker and thicker in the air above my head, till there were thousands of

them singing there, and then millions, and at last I could see nothing but

a host of flickering wings with the sunlight on them, and little gaps of

sky. Then when there was nothing to be heard in London but the myriad

notes of that exultant song, my soul rose up from the bones in the hole in

the mud and began to climb heavenwards. And it seemed that a lane-way

opened amongst the wings of the birds, and it went up and up, and one of

the smaller gates of Paradise stood ajar at the end of it. And then I knew

by a sign that the mud should receive me no more, for suddenly I found

that I could weep.

At this moment I opened my eyes in bed in a house in London, and outside

some sparrows were twittering in a tree in the light of the radiant

morning; and there were tears still wet upon my face, for one's restraint

is feeble while one sleeps. But I arose and opened the window wide, and

stretching my hands out over the little garden, I blessed the birds whose

song had woken me up from the troubled and terrible centuries of my dream.

BETHMOORA

There is a faint freshness in the London night as though some strayed

reveler of a breeze had left his comrades in the Kentish uplands and had

entered the town by stealth. The pavements are a little damp and shiny.

Upon one's ears that at this late hour have become very acute there hits

the tap of a remote footfall. Louder and louder grow the taps, filling the

whole night. And a black cloaked figure passes by, and goes tapping into

the dark. One who has danced goes homewards. Somewhere a ball has closed

its doors and ended. Its yellow lights are out, its musicians are silent,

its dancers have all gone into the night air, and Time has said of it,

"Let it be past and over, and among the things that I have put away."

Shadows begin to detach themselves from their great gathering places. No

less silently than those shadows that are thin and dead move homewards the

stealthy cats. Thus have we even in London our faint forebodings of the

dawn's approach, which the birds and the beasts and the stars are crying

aloud to the untrammeled fields.

At what moment I know not I perceive that the night itself is irrevocably

overthrown. It is suddenly revealed to me by the weary pallor of the

street lamps that the streets are silent and nocturnal still, not because

there is any strength in night, but because men have not yet arisen from

sleep to defy him. So have I seen dejected and untidy guards still bearing

antique muskets in palatial gateways, although the realms of the monarch

that they guard have shrunk to a single province which no enemy yet has

troubled to overrun.

And it is now manifest from the aspect of the street lamps, those abashed

dependants of night, that already English mountain peaks have seen the

dawn, that the cliffs of Dover are standing white to the morning, that the

sea-mist has lifted and is pouring inland.

And now men with a hose have come and are sluicing out the streets.

Behold now night is dead.

What memories, what fancies throng one's mind! A night but just now

gathered out of London by the horrific hand of Time. A million common

artificial things all cloaked for a while in mystery, like beggars robed

in purple, and seated on dread thrones. Four million people asleep,

dreaming perhaps. What worlds have they gone into? Whom have they met? But

my thoughts are far off with Bethmoora in her loneliness, whose gates

swing to and fro. To and fro they swing, and creak and creak in the wind,

but no one hears them. They are of green copper, very lovely, but no one

sees them now. The desert wind pours sand into their hinges, no watchman

comes to ease them. No guard goes round Bethmoora's battlements, no enemy

assails them. There are no lights in her houses, no footfall on her

streets, she stands there dead and lonely beyond the Hills of Hap, and I

would see Bethmoora once again, but dare not.

It is many a year, they tell me, since Bethmoora became desolate.

Her desolation is spoken of in taverns where sailors meet, and certain

travellers have told me of it.

I had hoped to see Bethmoora once again. It is many a year ago, they say,

when the vintage was last gathered in from the vineyards that I knew,

where it is all desert now. It was a radiant day, and the people of the

city were dancing by the vineyards, while here and there one played upon

the kalipac. The purple flowering shrubs were all in bloom, and the snow

shone upon the Hills of Hap.

Outside the copper gates they crushed the grapes in vats to make the

syrabub. It had been a goodly vintage.

In the little gardens at the desert's edge men beat the tambang and the

tittibuk, and blew melodiously the zootibar.

All there was mirth and song and dance, because the vintage had been

gathered in, and there would be ample syrabub for the winter months, and

much left over to exchange for turquoises and emeralds with the merchants

who come down from Oxuhahn. Thus they rejoiced all day over their vintage

on the narrow strip of cultivated ground that lay between Bethmoora and

the desert which meets the sky to the South. And when the heat of the day

began to abate, and the sun drew near to the snows on the Hills of Hap,

the note of the zootibar still rose clear from the gardens, and the

brilliant dresses of the dancers still wound among the flowers. All that

day three men on mules had been noticed crossing the face of the Hills of

Hap. Backwards and forwards they moved as the track wound lower and lower,

three little specks of black against the snow. They were seen first in the

very early morning up near the shoulder of Peol Jagganoth, and seemed to

be coming out of Utnar Véhi. All day they came. And in the evening, just

before the lights come out and colours change, they appeared before

Bethmoora's copper gates. They carried staves, such as messengers bear in

those lands, and seemed sombrely clad when the dancers all came round them

with their green and lilac dresses. Those Europeans who were present and

heard the message given were ignorant of the language, and only caught the

name of Utnar Véhi. But it was brief, and passed rapidly from mouth to

mouth, and almost at once the people burnt their vineyards and began to

flee away from Bethmoora, going for the most part northwards, though some

went to the East. They ran down out of their fair white houses, and

streamed through the copper gate; the throbbing of the tambang and the

tittibuk suddenly ceased with the note of the Zootibar, and the clinking

kalipac stopped a moment after. The three strange travellers went back the

way they came the instant their message was given. It was the hour when a

light would have appeared in some high tower, and window after window

would have poured into the dusk its lion-frightening light, and the cooper

gates would have been fastened up. But no lights came out in windows there

that night and have not ever since, and those copper gates were left wide

and have never shut, and the sound arose of the red fire crackling in the

vineyards, and the pattering of feet fleeing softly. There were no cries,

no other sounds at all, only the rapid and determined flight. They fled as

swiftly and quietly as a herd of wild cattle flee when they suddenly see a

man. It was as though something had befallen which had been feared for

generations, which could only be escaped by instant flight, which left no

time for indecision.

Then fear took the Europeans also, and they too fled. And what the message

was I have never heard.

Many believe that it was a message from Thuba Mleen, the mysterious

emperor of those lands, who is never seen by man, advising that Bethmoora

should be left desolate. Others say that the message was one of warning

from the gods, whether from friendly gods or from adverse ones they know

not.

And others hold that the Plague was ravaging a line of cities over in

Utnar Véhi, following the South-west wind which for many weeks had been

blowing across them towards Bethmoora.

Some say that the terrible gnousar sickness was upon the three travellers,

and that their very mules were dripping with it, and suppose that they

were driven to the city by hunger, but suggest no better reason for so

terrible a crime.

But most believe that it was a message from the desert himself, who owns

all the Earth to the southwards, spoken with his peculiar cry to those

three who knew his voice--men who had been out on the sand-wastes without

tents by night, who had been by day without water, men who had been out

there where the desert mutters, and had grown to know his needs and his

malevolence. They say that the desert had a need for Bethmoora, that he

wished to come into her lovely streets, and to send into her temples and

her houses his storm-winds draped with sand. For he hates the sound and

the sight of men in his old evil heart, and he would have Bethmoora silent

and undisturbed, save for the weird love he whispers to her gates.

If I knew what that message was that the three men brought on mules, and

told in the copper gate, I think that I should go and see Bethmoora once

again. For a great longing comes on me here in London to see once more

that white and beautiful city, and yet I dare not, for I know not the

danger I should have to face, whether I should risk the fury of unknown

dreadful gods, or some disease unspeakable and slow, or the desert's curse

or torture in some little private room of the Emperor Thuba Mleen, or

something that the travelers have not told--perhaps more fearful still.

IDLE DAYS ON THE YANN

So I came down through the wood on the bank of Yann and found, as had been

prophesied, the ship _Bird of the River_ about to loose her cable.

The captain sat cross-legged upon the white deck with his scimitar lying

beside him in its jeweled scabbard, and the sailors toiled to spread the

nimble sails to bring the ship into the central stream of Yann, and all

the while sang ancient soothing songs. And the wind of the evening

descending cool from the snowfields of some mountainous abode of distant

gods came suddenly, like glad tidings to an anxious city, into the

wing-like sails.

And so we came into the central stream, whereat the sailors lowered the

greater sails. But I had gone to bow before the captain, and to inquire

concerning the miracles, and appearances among men, of the most holy gods

of whatever land he had come from. And the captain answered that he came

from fair Belzoond, and worshipped gods that were the least and humblest,

who seldom sent the famine or the thunder, and were easily appeased with

little battles. And I told how I came from Ireland, which is of Europe,

whereat the captain and all the sailors laughed, for they said, "There are

no such places in all the land of dreams." When they had ceased to mock

me, I explained that my fancy mostly dwelt in the desert of Cuppar-Nombo,

about a beautiful blue city called Golthoth the Damned, which was

sentinelled all round by wolves and their shadows, and had been utterly

desolate for years and years, because of a curse which the gods once spoke

in anger and could never since recall. And sometimes my dreams took me as

far as Pungar Vees, the red walled city where the fountains are, which

trades with the Isles and Thul. When I said this they complimented me upon

the abode of my fancy, saying that, though they had never seen these

cities, such places might well be imagined. For the rest of that evening I

bargained with the captain over the sum that I should pay him for any fare

if God and the tide of Yann should bring us safely as far as the cliffs by

the sea, which are named Bar-Wul-Yann, the Gate of Yann.

And now the sun had set, and all the colours of the world and heaven had

held a festival with him, and slipped one by one away before the imminent

approach of night. The parrots had all flown home to the jungle on either

bank, the monkeys in rows in safety on high branches of the trees were

silent and asleep, the fireflies in the deeps of the forest were going up

and down, and the great stars came gleaming out to look on the face of

Yann. Then the sailors lighted lanterns and hung them round the ship, and

the light flashed out on a sudden and dazzled Yann, and the ducks that fed

along his marshy banks all suddenly arose, and made wide circles in the

upper air, and saw the distant reaches of the Yann and the white mist that

softly cloaked the jungle, before they returned again to their marshes.

And then the sailors knelt on the decks and prayed, not all together, but

five or six at a time. Side by side there kneeled down together five or

six, for there only prayed at the same time men of different faiths, so

that no god should hear two men praying to him at once. As soon as any one

had finished his prayer, another of the same faith would take his place.

Thus knelt the row of five or six with bended heads under the fluttering

sail, while the central stream of the River Yann took them on towards the

sea, and their prayers rose up from among the lanterns and went towards

the stars. And behind them in the after end of the ship the helmsman

prayed aloud the helmsman's prayer, which is prayed by all who follow his

trade upon the River Yann, of whatever faith they be. And the captain

prayed to his little lesser gods, to the gods that bless Belzoond.

And I too felt that I would pray. Yet I liked not to pray to a jealous God

there where the frail affectionate gods whom the heathen love were being

humbly invoked; so I bethought me, instead, of Sheol Nugganoth, whom the

men of the jungle have long since deserted, who is now unworshipped and

alone; and to him I prayed.

And upon us praying the night came suddenly down, as it comes upon all men

who pray at evening and upon all men who do not; yet our prayers comforted

our own souls when we thought of the Great Night to come.

And so Yann bore us magnificently onwards, for he was elate with molten

snow that the Poltiades had brought him from the Hills of Hap, and the

Marn and Migris were swollen with floods; and he bore us in his full might

past Kyph and Pir, and we saw the lights of Goolunza.

Soon we all slept except the helmsman, who kept the ship in the mid-stream

of Yann.

When the sun rose the helmsman ceased to sing, for by song he cheered

himself in the lonely night. When the song ceased we suddenly all awoke,

and another took the helm, and the helmsman slept.

We knew that soon we should come to Mandaroon. We made a meal, and

Mandaroon appeared. Then the captain commanded, and the sailors loosed

again the greater sails, and the ship turned and left the stream of Yann

and came into a harbour beneath the ruddy walls of Mandaroon. Then while

the sailors went and gathered fruits I came alone to the gate of

Mandaroon. A few huts were outside it, in which lived the guard. A

sentinel with a long white beard was standing in the gate, armed with a

rusty pike. He wore large spectacles, which were covered with dust.

Through the gate I saw the city. A deathly stillness was over all of it.

The ways seemed untrodden, and moss was thick on doorsteps; in the

market-place huddled figures lay asleep. A scent of incense came wafted

through the gateway, of incense and burned poppies, and there was a hum of

the echoes of distant bells. I said to the sentinel in the tongue of the

region of Yann, "Why are they all asleep in this still city?"

He answered: "None may ask questions in this gate for fear they will wake

the people of the city. For when the people of this city wake the gods

will die. And when the gods die men may dream no more." And I began to ask

him what gods that city worshipped, but he lifted his pike because none

might ask questions there. So I left him and went back to the _Bird of the

River_.

Certainly Mandaroon was beautiful with her white pinnacles peering over

her ruddy walls and the green of her copper roofs.

When I came back again to the _Bird of the River_, I found the sailors

were returned to the ship. Soon we weighed anchor, and sailed out again,

and so came once more to the middle of the river. And now the sun was

moving toward his heights, and there had reached us on the River Yann the

song of those countless myriads of choirs that attend him in his progress

round the world. For the little creatures that have many legs had spread

their gauze wings easily on the air, as a man rests his elbows on a

balcony and gave jubilant, ceremonial praises to the sun, or else they

moved together on the air in wavering dances intricate and swift, or

turned aside to avoid the onrush of some drop of water that a breeze had

shaken from a jungle orchid, chilling the air and driving it before it, as

it fell whirring in its rush to the earth; but all the while they sang

triumphantly. "For the day is for us," they said, "whether our great and

sacred father the Sun shall bring up more life like us from the marshes,

or whether all the world shall end tonight." And there sang all those

whose notes are known to human ears, as well as those whose far more

numerous notes have been never heard by man.

To these a rainy day had been as an era of war that should desolate

continents during all the lifetime of a man.

And there came out also from the dark and steaming jungle to behold and

rejoice in the Sun the huge and lazy butterflies. And they danced, but

danced idly, on the ways of the air, as some haughty queen of distant

conquered lands might in her poverty and exile dance, in some encampment

of the gipsies, for the mere bread to live by, but beyond that would never

abate her pride to dance for a fragment more.

And the butterflies sung of strange and painted things, of purple orchids

and of lost pink cities and the monstrous colours of the jungle's decay.

And they, too, were among those whose voices are not discernible by human

ears. And as they floated above the river, going from forest to forest,

their splendour was matched by the inimical beauty of the birds who darted

out to pursue them. Or sometimes they settled on the white and wax-like

blooms of the plant that creeps and clambers about the trees of the

forest; and their purple wings flashed out on the great blossoms as, when

the caravans go from Nurl to Thace, the gleaming silks flash out upon the

snow, where the crafty merchants spread them one by one to astonish the

mountaineers of the Hills of Noor.

But upon men and beasts the sun sent drowsiness. The river monsters along

the river's marge lay dormant in the slime. The sailors pitched a

pavilion, with golden tassels, for the captain upon the deck, and then

went, all but the helmsman, under a sail that they had hung as an awning

between two masts. Then they told tales to one another, each of his own

city or of the miracles of his god, until all were fallen asleep. The

captain offered me the shade of his pavillion with the gold tassels, and

there we talked for a while, he telling me that he was taking merchandise

to Perdóndaris, and that he would take back to fair Belzoond things

appertaining to the affairs of the sea. Then, as I watched through the

pavilion's opening the brilliant birds and butterflies that crossed and

recrossed over the river, I fell asleep, and dreamed that I was a monarch

entering his capital underneath arches of flags, and all the musicians of

the world were there, playing melodiously their instruments; but no one

cheered.

In the afternoon, as the day grew cooler again, I awoke and found the

captain buckling on his scimitar, which he had taken off him while he

rested.

And now we were approaching the wide court of Astahahn, which opens upon

the river. Strange boats of antique design were chained there to the

steps. As we neared it we saw the open marble court, on three sides of

which stood the city fronting on colonnades. And in the court and along

the colonnades the people of that city walked with solemnity and care

according to the rites of ancient ceremony. All in that city was of

ancient device; the carving on the houses, which, when age had broken it,

remained unrepaired, was of the remotest times, and everywhere were

represented in stone beasts that have long since passed away from

Earth--the dragon, the griffin, the hippogriffin, and the different

species of gargoyle. Nothing was to be found, whether material or custom,

that was new in Astahahn. Now they took no notice at all of us as we went

by, but continued their processions and ceremonies in the ancient city,

and the sailors, knowing their custom, took no notice of them. But I

called, as we came near, to one who stood beside the water's edge, asking

him what men did in Astahahn and what their merchandise was, and with whom

they traded. He said, "Here we have fettered and manacled Time, who would

otherwise slay the gods."

I asked him what gods they worshipped in that city, and he said, "All

those gods whom Time has not yet slain." Then he turned from me and would

say no more, but busied himself in behaving in accordance with ancient

custom. And so, according to the will of Yann, we drifted onwards and left

Astahahn. The river widened below Astahahn, and we found in greater

quantities such birds as prey on fishes. And they were very wonderful in

their plumage, and they came not out of the jungle, but flew, with their

long necks stretched out before them, and their legs lying on the wind

behind, straight up the river over the mid-stream.

And now the evening began to gather in. A thick white mist had appeared

over the river, and was softly rising higher. It clutched at the trees

with long impalpable arms, it rose higher and higher, chilling the air;

and white shapes moved away into the jungle as though the ghosts of

shipwrecked mariners were searching stealthily in the darkness for the

spirits of evil that long ago had wrecked them on the Yann.

As the sun sank behind the field of orchids that grew on the matted summit

of the jungle, the river monsters came wallowing out of the slime in which

they had reclined during the heat of the day, and the great beasts of the

jungle came down to drink. The butterflies a while since were gone to

rest. In little narrow tributaries that we passed night seemed already to

have fallen, though the sun which had disappeared from us had not yet set.

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